[Dec 30, 05 @ 11:23pm] love hope faith freedom my life my savior my sin my heart i feel this i love this to hide to run to seek to be found t be blind to open our eyes we are soldiers living fighting for seprate different things one is for our faith antoher is for our life i fight i would die just to say i love you oh lord now i ask of you please fullfill my life once again i trust in your heart save me from the world unknown and show me god my father jesus my lord

[Dec 30, 05 @ 10:55pm] these pains over whelm me make my tears roll down falling from a graceful mind to horror only time i am stricken to stay still cannot move breath or think just holding my hands over my heart hoping one day to reach i lose the feeling over again witha small capsule i told to get better i do not want this or anything my healing i think only through my lord yet i hurt and still i look at the little small thing and still hate this dam thing leave fromt his leave from it all i am down on my knees beggin praying for one day for one thing only love from this frickin so called heart

[Dec 28, 05 @ 1:15am] my father my lord save me from this burden you save me you hold me i trust only you im down to my knees im yelling out your name MY SAVIOR MY SAVIOR

[Nov 21, 05 @ 10:01pm] I scream i cry to feel like a thousand knives stab me in my So CAlled Heart. But yet i am still alive i have been hurt and have hurt i have yelled fighted with those who are close to My So CAlled Heart But yet i am still alive i have wanted to give in give up and not care about a single person not a thing not a worry. just i couldnt do that because of My So called heart But yet i am still alive i asked you but all you you gave was another cut will you be my cut being my undieing bleeding i thought anger filled but all i did was care My so called Heart and still i am alive breath shortens i am still alive i guess that what happens when your so called heart starts to love

[Nov 17, 05 @ 10:35pm] i lived just another day he let me live god saved me i wish i could smile right now but i am stricken with some type of fear i saw my life just go past just like a car speeding. it felt like i had been hit. my life is now changed. this has changed im crying im trying fall down to grace i pray i live im free

[Oct 26, 05 @ 10:27pm] somedays when i feel like given up somedays when i feel like everything gone wrong when i feel that the whole world is agaisnt me when i feel i am alone you are still there right by myside you will be through all my pain through every thing you sooth my heart and comfort mysoul it your oh lord right hby my side you will sstand lift me with your might hands you sooth my mind you comfort my thoughts it you oh lord it you lord i sought

[Oct 22, 05 @ 4:51pm] dont let this light burn out dont let even fade it shows the love that the lord shall and forever give burning heart fire flame i need you jesus i am down on my knees my tears falling i surrender to you my hands held up high i take a new stand

[Oct 19, 05 @ 9:36pm] i want some one to hold to be there and say they will be mine i am done searching i want too fall in love ........................................................again.

alone [Oct 19, 05 @ 8:54pm] True love exists yes I know this My heart was waiting for you And when we met I felt my chest pound fast, racing for the chance to know you, to hold you To open up and show you The way it feels when you know... You are not alone Know that I would fight the tides to Be together When you feel alone Listen to this song to make your heart feel better Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine And I'll be your's forever I've done the math, I'm less than half We're better off together And I want you here by my side As much as you are on my mind When I'm gona you should no Rainy Mondays feel like Fridays When you're smiling at me I can feel The space Between us collapsing Our love is everlasting Listen to this song Let it make your heart feel better

[Oct 18, 05 @ 10:24pm] this i hate this i want to wish away what happen to my one dream what happen to you] daddy little girl i thought but you kept on walking out, i guess i just kept wanting to be that little girl but inside i am who hide her face and her tears when daddy came home drunk he look like you wanted to die you cried said you change for teh better. i haev not see it you dont want to change how can you love me then. daddy this will never be! god please help me now take him into your amrs

[Oct 16, 05 @ 12:17am] bitter heart day dream a part flying time beginng a new ryme i cry i scream i dream the heart begins to bleed be free from chains be one with this it time now begin to feel

[Oct 12, 05 @ 2:12pm] sweet sweet misery holding back this tirany gun to the head love that has end life about to see my heart about to bleed

[Oct 10, 05 @ 9:13pm] hidden dreams brokens days holding back what to say falling in love falling down my mind flooding i begin to drown cought in a circle fastly lost sea of faces losing it my only cost

Love lost forever [Oct 10, 05 @ 10:44am] Pain fills my mind and body. I cry out to God for his healing hand. Thinking I will never find love again. I know that only God's love is perfect. He will never leave me, he will never shatter my heart or build up my hopes only to leave me in tears. When I reach the end of my life I wont feel like everything that God has said and promised me has been a lie. I feel so lied to. So beaten. My tears fall endlessly. The one who I once sought comfort in is now the one who I am scared of and who I feel so much hate for. Something deep inside keeps my faith alive. I feel bitter, angry, beaten, shallow. My bleeding heart aches with the pieces that are left of it. OH GOD GIVE ME PEACE! Where will I find joy? TAKE ME UNDER YOUR LOVING ARM OH GOD, HOW I NEED YOU!

by my side [Oct 09, 05 @ 10:04pm] some day when i feel liek giving up some days when i feel like everything is gone wrong when i feel that the whole world is agaisnt me when i feel i am alone you are still there. right by my side you will be through all my pain through everything you sooth my heart you comfort my soul.

[Oct 09, 05 @ 9:59pm] tell a lie thats enough give me a story made up. so i can forgive you i dont care what you said it all in your head ill never get you. when your talkin these things like you know what you been through. but there is not a lot of reason in the things we belive in so ill belive in you. i am on the out sid eoof the truth and im looking in our view. i probally should live a lie.

[Oct 09, 05 @ 9:51pm] i thought i was in love i thought he loved me. this promise we made it broke the moment he decided to give up. and i hate it. but i can not turn back. my face soaked with tears flooded with memories. i want to go back to the begining

[Oct 08, 05 @ 10:58pm] how can you take my blood and let it drip no more can i breath

[Oct 08, 05 @ 9:33pm] she a girl with wonder who search out beyound only to cry those bloody tears left behind alone with the world of lies the heart she has no longer lives not a beating not a love nothing to inside

to go back in time [Oct 04, 05 @ 4:30pm] just second a moment to go back in time i would do anything just to change what i did. i lost the best things in my life i never wanted this i can only scream now please forgive me im on my knees i am so sorry im sory jen and jamie i wish i could take back what i did but i cant.hope one day you can forgive me

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